Take it back

I can’t remember what it was that I wanted at the beginning
I can’t remember who it was that I wanted to do this for
I can’t remember how I felt when I first got it
I can’t remember why I had yearned for this in the first place
I can’t remember where I got this desire or if I ever did get it at all
I can’t remember when I started becoming who I am now
I can’t remember who I was before this
But I can remember that all I wanted was peace
I can remember that all I wanted was to make it all okay
I can remember that all I ever wanted was to make things better for everyone else
And I still do want that badly
Relationships are more precious to me than anything else in the world
I don’t want this if it’s going to cause you even an ounce bitterness
I don’t want this if it’s going to burn our relationship away
I don’t want this if I will lose one friend over my greatest desire
Take it back
I will be alright without it

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In search of calmness

In search of calmness
I find myself having a pint of my favourite malted drink
With my favourite person in the world
On one of my favourite streets
In my favourite city
On my favourite day of the week
All of my favourites coming together
It feels right
At this point of time
When I’m trying to cross a stream of my life
Waiting for the bamboo raft that would take me across the waters
Where I will find the place
Where the Almighty has set for me
For the next stage of my life

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